So...

So...

my life has changed.

never to be the same.

check this off the list.

God has granted me my wish.

So...

it's a boy!

A son.

A buddy.

A pal.

What do I do with a boy?

So...

it is finished,

labor, delivery

I survived it,

even a surgery.

So...

sorry I couldn't deliver you

yet, God delivered you

For months, 9, you were

safe

protected

cared for

loved

growing

stretching

breathing

sleeping

So...

now here you are

in my arms

safe

protected

cared for

loved

growing

stretching

breathing

sleeping

So tiny (lips, fingers, toes, eyelashes, arms, legs, knees, ears, and even fingernails)

So small

So helpless

So bald!

So precious

So priceless

So breakable

So weightless

So....

beautiful,

wonderful,

amazing,

exhilerating,

remarkable 

startling,

incrediable,

and miraculous.

So...

this is the one who had been kicking me.

So...

you sleep

you eat

you cry

you gaze

at me

You see

me

and I see

you.

So...

this is love.